When I fail to pay attention to what Im eating, what Im doing or what Im not doing more accurately, I start to lose everything I have accomplished. I pretty much quit. I quit paying attention to how many calories I was consuming. I started eating whatever I felt like and how much I felt like. It is something that always happens to me. I do really well and drop most of the weight I need to drop and then for whatever reason I just stop caring. I put on 5 lbs and then I stop getting on the scale and then Im up another 5 lbs, then another. The last time I weighed in was 3-4 days ago and it was 184 - I just want to cry. 14 lbs up from my most recent lowest weight.
So that is why this entry is called " Starting Over "
I have recently purchased Bob Harper's books Jumpstart to Skinny and The Skinny Rules. This seems like a much more logical way of eating and living. Also it makes me think that it is something I can stick with.
I will begin posting more with how this is going for me. Wish me Luck.
Monday, November 18, 2013
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Days 8-9 -- 54 more to go!
To say that the workout Monday night ( Cardio Power & Resistance ) was tough after a double dose on Sunday - would be a lie! it was brutal. My legs felt like cement and they continued to feel that way thru my workout last night - Pure Cardio.
I am pleased to report that aside from my 2 day back issue break - I have completed 9 days of Insanity and only have 54 more days to go!!!
I have noticed I am able to do more of the workouts without risk of vomiting. I am stopping less and jumping a bit higher. I am still a wet hot mess when I get finished but I feel great I hate to say it !!! I am still only able to girlie push-ups and cannot do the moving push-ups at all yet. Im hoping by next week I can move into "regular" push-ups without falling into the floor.
Tonight is Plyometrics Cardio Circuit which I have done 2x so far so Im not too scared. This Saturday might be a tough one since it is Pure Cardio and Cardio Abs. I have not had the pleasure of that workout yet. One day at a time though. :)
Oh.... I did buy a new scale last night. Weight Watchers ........ ( i will put in the model later ) for $39 at Bed Bath & Beyond - used a 20% off coupon!!! And I am sad to say my other scale was not broke I really am holding fast at somewhere between 174-175. My goal for the next 2 weeks though is to not get on the scale until Saturday morning only !! None of this everyday, make myself miserable weighing in. At least until I am done with Insanity and see what happens. And really try and stick to a healthy eating plan with more calories due to the extreme exercising I am doing now.
Wish me Luck!
I am pleased to report that aside from my 2 day back issue break - I have completed 9 days of Insanity and only have 54 more days to go!!!
I have noticed I am able to do more of the workouts without risk of vomiting. I am stopping less and jumping a bit higher. I am still a wet hot mess when I get finished but I feel great I hate to say it !!! I am still only able to girlie push-ups and cannot do the moving push-ups at all yet. Im hoping by next week I can move into "regular" push-ups without falling into the floor.
Tonight is Plyometrics Cardio Circuit which I have done 2x so far so Im not too scared. This Saturday might be a tough one since it is Pure Cardio and Cardio Abs. I have not had the pleasure of that workout yet. One day at a time though. :)
Oh.... I did buy a new scale last night. Weight Watchers ........ ( i will put in the model later ) for $39 at Bed Bath & Beyond - used a 20% off coupon!!! And I am sad to say my other scale was not broke I really am holding fast at somewhere between 174-175. My goal for the next 2 weeks though is to not get on the scale until Saturday morning only !! None of this everyday, make myself miserable weighing in. At least until I am done with Insanity and see what happens. And really try and stick to a healthy eating plan with more calories due to the extreme exercising I am doing now.
Wish me Luck!
Monday, September 24, 2012
Days 5-7
DAY 5 - PURE CARDIO
My back was way too sore to do anything on Friday. I had to skip workout so I wouldn't injure myself further.
DAY 6 - PLYOMETRICS CARDIO CIRCUIT -
Saturday started out with the intention of doing Fridays workout in the morning and then Saturdays workout that evening. That didn't happen. My back was a little tight still so I decided to take another day off. :(
DAY 7 - REST DAY
Sunday am was makeup session for day 5. Workout was difficult and I sure noticed what taking 2 days off does to my breathing and lungs. I really noticed how it was difficult to breathe similar to Day 1. Plan is to do a double workout today and catch up on Day 6 in the evening.
Sunday pm we completed day 6 workout. OMG I would not recommend trying to do 2 in one day during your first week. I was exhausted to say the least. But finished. And then crashed.
Back on schedule this week! WOO HOO! Finished week 1!
Weight is the same - I did get a little tease Saturday morning though when my scale read 170! But alas this morning was back at 175. Ughhh.
My back was way too sore to do anything on Friday. I had to skip workout so I wouldn't injure myself further.
DAY 6 - PLYOMETRICS CARDIO CIRCUIT -
Saturday started out with the intention of doing Fridays workout in the morning and then Saturdays workout that evening. That didn't happen. My back was a little tight still so I decided to take another day off. :(
DAY 7 - REST DAY
Sunday am was makeup session for day 5. Workout was difficult and I sure noticed what taking 2 days off does to my breathing and lungs. I really noticed how it was difficult to breathe similar to Day 1. Plan is to do a double workout today and catch up on Day 6 in the evening.
Sunday pm we completed day 6 workout. OMG I would not recommend trying to do 2 in one day during your first week. I was exhausted to say the least. But finished. And then crashed.
Back on schedule this week! WOO HOO! Finished week 1!
Weight is the same - I did get a little tease Saturday morning though when my scale read 170! But alas this morning was back at 175. Ughhh.
Friday, September 21, 2012
Day 4 - Insanity Cardio Recovery
Last night was not horrible. :) Although the title states recovery, it just means you are not jumping all over the place. You are still getting a good sweaty workout. Alot of yoga poses, stretches, squats, lunges.... And I was able somehow to tweak my back a little. I was in an extreme amount of pain all of last night but am feeling a bit better today. I am planning on trying to complete day 5 - Pure Cardio - which Im sure means Pure Hell actually.
Weight has still not budged. I know I said I wouldnt weigh myself every morning but it is just so hard to walk by the scale and not step on it. Maybe I should put it down in the garage for a week or so. I will be less likely to be naked in my garage first thing in the morning than I am with it right by the shower.
Laters.
Oh, Im thinking about posting this onto my facebook page. It actually makes me a bit quesy just thinking about it. Maybe my first step will be to just add it to myfitnesspal that I am using to track my food intake. Baby steps.
link to Myfitnesspal
http://www.myfitnesspal.com/invitations/join/11277194&code=e5rwHdTErlm0Ul9njPLnmBGn&cp=invite
my username is smandel7070
Weight has still not budged. I know I said I wouldnt weigh myself every morning but it is just so hard to walk by the scale and not step on it. Maybe I should put it down in the garage for a week or so. I will be less likely to be naked in my garage first thing in the morning than I am with it right by the shower.
Laters.
Oh, Im thinking about posting this onto my facebook page. It actually makes me a bit quesy just thinking about it. Maybe my first step will be to just add it to myfitnesspal that I am using to track my food intake. Baby steps.
link to Myfitnesspal
http://www.myfitnesspal.com/invitations/join/11277194&code=e5rwHdTErlm0Ul9njPLnmBGn&cp=invite
my username is smandel7070
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Day 3 of Insanity
Last night was Cardio Power & Resistance. I had a slight headache and was a bit grumpy when starting the DVD. I made it thru with some slight modifications and short rest breaks. The DVD we have was borrowed so with about 10 minutes left we had some technical difficulties with the disc. So we were forced to stop for the day and did our cool down walking around the cul-de-sacs for a bit.
Im not as sore today as I have been the past few days. Im not sure if it is because we cut out 10 minutes early - knowing too that the last 5-7 minutes are usually stretching - OR... my body might be getting over that hump of severe muscle fatigue??? Tonight is Cardio Recovery - Not sure what that is but it sounds like maybe an easier workout? I HIGHLY DOUBT IT. I am in a better mood and frame of mind than I was yesterday so Im hoping that will follow me throughout the day and I am able to get thru the workout with a smile tonight.
I was able to go grocery shopping last night so now there is no excuse for eating badly. All the proper foods were purchased and just need to do a little prep work to get prepared for the next few days. Luckily it is Thursday and only one more day of bringing lunch to work and trying not to starve during the day. The whole eating 5 meals a day is a difficulty I have always been dealing with. I just don't eat often enough and then try to make up for it once I get home by over indulging.
One step at a time I guess.
Im still up on weight and REALLY need to stop stepping on the scale every morning, at least for the next week or so.
Laters.
Im not as sore today as I have been the past few days. Im not sure if it is because we cut out 10 minutes early - knowing too that the last 5-7 minutes are usually stretching - OR... my body might be getting over that hump of severe muscle fatigue??? Tonight is Cardio Recovery - Not sure what that is but it sounds like maybe an easier workout? I HIGHLY DOUBT IT. I am in a better mood and frame of mind than I was yesterday so Im hoping that will follow me throughout the day and I am able to get thru the workout with a smile tonight.
I was able to go grocery shopping last night so now there is no excuse for eating badly. All the proper foods were purchased and just need to do a little prep work to get prepared for the next few days. Luckily it is Thursday and only one more day of bringing lunch to work and trying not to starve during the day. The whole eating 5 meals a day is a difficulty I have always been dealing with. I just don't eat often enough and then try to make up for it once I get home by over indulging.
One step at a time I guess.
Im still up on weight and REALLY need to stop stepping on the scale every morning, at least for the next week or so.
Laters.
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
On a positive note....
I finally did measurements again and have my inches lost since I started the HCG in late June.
Start date 6/26/2012
Re-measure date 9/18/2012
Area Inches lost
Neck 0
R Arm - 1.5
L Arm - 2.25
Upper Chest - 1
Chest - 3.5
Midriff - 2
Waist - 3.5
Hips - 3
R Thigh 0
R Knee - 1.5
R Calf - .5
L Thigh - 1.5
L Knee - 2.5
L Calf - .5
Upper Roll - 7.5 this is the lovely area just above your belly button, ie muffin top
Lower Roll - 4 this is the other lovely area just below your belly button
Total inches lost 34.75 !!!!!!
Yee Frickin Haw !
Start date 6/26/2012
Re-measure date 9/18/2012
Area Inches lost
Neck 0
R Arm - 1.5
L Arm - 2.25
Upper Chest - 1
Chest - 3.5
Midriff - 2
Waist - 3.5
Hips - 3
R Thigh 0
R Knee - 1.5
R Calf - .5
L Thigh - 1.5
L Knee - 2.5
L Calf - .5
Upper Roll - 7.5 this is the lovely area just above your belly button, ie muffin top
Lower Roll - 4 this is the other lovely area just below your belly button
Total inches lost 34.75 !!!!!!
Yee Frickin Haw !
Recap - Day 2 of INSANITY - or... I wish I was dead.
Im almost too tired and sore this morning to type. I make the most horrific sounds when Im trying to stand up or walk down the stairs. Don't even get me started about going to the bathroom. I think I scared the cat this morning when I sat down ( fell down ) onto the toilet. Seriously! This is the most sore I have been in I don't even know how long. And.... Im working out again every night for the next 4 nights / 60 days in total with like 7 rest days.
The workout last night was hard. Plyometric Cardio Circuit. We didn't even really do the last set of exercises it was alot of pushups, pushups with bringing your knees in and then kicking back out, plank with running or mountain climbers as I know them, and other forms of torture I have apparently forgotten already. And.... when I stepped on the scale this morning i was up like 3 pounds - so I was 176 this morning! WTH?
Im supposed to be increasing my food to around 1800-1900 calories a day & eating 5 meals throughout the day. I haven't been able to go grocery shopping yet so I am starving right now, am on my 2nd cup of coffee & only have an apple here with me at work. Im going to need to head to the store at lunch to get something to eat for sure today. Then again tonight to get the items needed for pre-planned meals the rest of the time until next payday.
Im going to now go very slowly into a corner and cry.
The workout last night was hard. Plyometric Cardio Circuit. We didn't even really do the last set of exercises it was alot of pushups, pushups with bringing your knees in and then kicking back out, plank with running or mountain climbers as I know them, and other forms of torture I have apparently forgotten already. And.... when I stepped on the scale this morning i was up like 3 pounds - so I was 176 this morning! WTH?
Im supposed to be increasing my food to around 1800-1900 calories a day & eating 5 meals throughout the day. I haven't been able to go grocery shopping yet so I am starving right now, am on my 2nd cup of coffee & only have an apple here with me at work. Im going to need to head to the store at lunch to get something to eat for sure today. Then again tonight to get the items needed for pre-planned meals the rest of the time until next payday.
Im going to now go very slowly into a corner and cry.
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